Time Off Daemons

This can sound quite funny, to say the least, but 4 weeks have passed since the accident, and I´m still struggling to start many “queued” things on my head. Now I´m not annoyed anymore: I´m officially worried. I’ve been listening to some specialized “entrainment” sessions to try and reduce my depression, and, despite some minor improvements, I feel more or less the same: without energy and motivation to move on. It´s kind of scary not to know where are you headed, and to continue doing the same things like a robot, because there is nothing better out there.

I need to break free, to regain control, to tackle on things. Fortunately, I´ve discovered that all the answers are not outside myself. I might need help, but happiness is not represented by spending or “having”. Buddhism has helped a lot, not enough thanks to my lack of commitment (sounds strange, since the Dharma teachings are against this kind of approach) but I´m starting to think different. Perhaps it´s a slow process and I´m, as usual, trying to rush over it.

Time will tell, but, in the meanwhile, what should I do?