So Painful

It´s really complicated to look into her eyes and not feel sadness. I know that we have to do it, but it´s so damn difficult. Being with her all these years has been a crazy ride: sometimes very good, others really bad. But at the end of the day, the bond between us is pretty strong, made with laughs, tears, sex and patience. Letting her go is the right thing to do, but I cannot help thinking in those good moments, the peace between us, her happiness and love for me, our travels (many of them without moving) and those “bed and book” afternoons. I´ll surely miss her, but our lives have to go on, in separate ways at this time…