Freedom
After a long time, finally I feel (somehow) free. No limits, no boundaries, just pure enjoyment and fun, sprinkled with small periods of apathy and tiredness. Nonetheless, the feeling of being able to do whatever I want with my time is an awesome experience.
It’s been a while since I spent one entire day sleeping, watching movies, nibbling food and just being present. Somehow I’m starting to understand my true nature. Allowing myself to just be and act in any way that pleases me, with no rules, constraints nor timing. Perhaps this is the result of a very disciplined life and someone I met in the past said, I have to live this experience to the fullest before being able to move on.
So, no rush for the time being. Being awfully tired helps a lot to slow down and stop from time to time. I like it. I’m learning to be still and quiet step by step…