Contradictions

It’s been a while (again) since the last time I wrote something here. Times are turbulent as of today. A first step trying to change the world has taken place in the last two years, with consequences still to be seen. Many changes in the personal realm as well. Opting for the less resistance path and leaving behind certain “privileges” I took for granted until now. Going to the back seat for a while. It appears it’s hard for me to get and accept help or so it seems. I’m just trying to go with the flow but my proverbial resistance to change and will to do everything on my own makes the process difficult and frustrating. On one hand, I’m glad to just disappear, on the other, somehow I miss the old days when recognition and public acceptance were the norm. Of course, this is just the nature of human beings: wishing for something and then changing their minds on the spot. What needs to be done? It’s anybody’s guess…