Envy

Today I saw his book in a store, and I felt miserable. Most of my life I’ve been ranting and complaining about almost all, but I haven´t accomplished none. To add insult to injury, I’ve realized that my “knowledge” about many topics is outdated or it doesn’t interest anyone now. I keep falling behind. But now I feel rage and sadness. No force of will to go on. In the other hand, I´m still waiting for that opportunity to come, patiently as instructed by many. But should I be doing things instead of waiting and feeling alone in the dark? Time, again, will tell…