Endless circle full of cockroaches

This title can be a little weird, but it describes perfectly my current situation. I feel trapped, but not by the circumstances, but by myself. I feel that I lack the will or determination to break free. I have now more clear ideas about where I want to go, or what I want to do, but future is still looking blurry. I´ve been offered another project at my company, but the fact is that I don´t want to be here anymore. My time is up at this place, but I have to remind myself that I have to be clever and wait for the right moment to leave in the best possible shape. The problem is that my energy is already gone, and the little that remains won´t be enough… Let´s see what happens…