Scary Plans

This might sound a little funny, but, while other people enjoy immensely doing future plans, this thing scares the hell out of me. Just to think in all the changes, worries, loneliness, possible lack of money, a hostile environment (no, I´m not leaving the planet, for now…), is terrifying. The worst thing is that I need to move on, to change my life (once again) and keep searching for that lost light that left me long ago. I used to think that this was the end of the road, that I finally found “the place” to be. It was a big lie. I wonder if I´ll ever find that sweet spot where I can live more or less happy. Time will tell.