Is it really true?

Is it true that you are “smart”? Is it really possible to reach every and each one of your wishes and dreams? (by the way, Are they really yours?), are you bound to get all the goals your parents and friends and relatives are putting on you? What happens if you simply want to stop and think about your life? This remembers me of the beginning of the Trainspotting movie: What if you don’t want to live that way? It’s really painful to feel guilt if you don’t rush to live like everyone else. You can’t talk about your true feelings with nobody, because they will laugh at you or worse, they’ll say “you are nuts…”. I have realized that nothing guarantees a “safe” life, I mean, unless you win the Lotto or something like that, you’ll have to keep looking for ways to make your existence better every day. But, what if you don’t want to improve always? Is it really necessary? Why if you don’t feel comfortable living with other persons? working everyday 8 or more hours? not knowing what to do next? The world can be a really cruel place. if you don’t fit, it will leave you behind…